In a spur-of-the-moment decision, I have decided to spend Christmas with a friend from back where I came from.
I’ll be taking a train for the first time tomorrow morning, so that in itself is a little anxiety-provoking for me. This will also be the first time going back to that place and seeing someone from my old life, so I’m not sure how I will be emotionally. I am hoping I will be able to manage everything well.
I think I overpacked. It’s really only for two days, but I’m overly cautious. I also packed some comfort items, and things the other parts of me may want: my bedtime story, a coloring book and colored pencils, Courage (the stuffed lion my therapist gave me), and a notebook to scribble our thoughts in. I can’t possibly fit anymore in my bag. Poor courage is hanging out of the front pocket because my bag is so full.
I’m nervous. I’m excited. I’m anxious. I’m scared. I’m a little bit of everything right now. I just hope this doesn’t turn into a disaster.
Good luck, I hope the trip works out well for you.
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HI,
Hope this turns out to be a safe, enjoyable visit.
Do you have a disaster plan?
Thinking of you all, Sl
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Both things Sound good!
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May peace be with you. (I suppose I should say ‘May the force be with you.’)
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Thinking of you. Good luck
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