I’ve been sitting in front of my computer for the last hour, staring at the blinking line on my screen and waiting for my fingers to type my thoughts out.

Except nothing happened.

I am so weighed down by intense emotions that my heart actually hurts. Yet I find myself completely unable to express anything.

I’ve been doing such a great job of pretending I’m okay.

But I’m not okay.

I’m not even sure what okay is.